The facility

The night that Vittorio died I didn't think anything could hurt me more.. but I was wrong, so very wrong.

"what in the world is that noise", I mumbled seeing around me but not really noticing, It's been 2 months, 3 weeks, and god knows how many hours since he died.
i withdrew myself from everybody, i stopped teaching, i couldn't bear to be around children i couldn't bear to be around anyone, the more i did, the more it hurt, i couldn't see smiles, i couldn't see anything that bought me peace earlier , everything in the world was so warped.
i stopped for a while, i knew i had to snap out of it but i just couldn't, i was trapped, trapped in memories, memories of another time where i was happy , where my morning were full of chaos and the nights of peace.
now its all gone every bit of it.
they kept me sedated for a few hours after his death and now here i am at this facility.
"Ms salazar, its time for your meds" my gaze flickered to Dr Bronson, i mumbled something along the lines of "yes" or i don't know. i walked back. it's been 4 weeks since they bought me to this facility. they keep me in control.. control i try to think back what is control.. my mind reflects back to Vittorio, his smile, he was happy that night.. i told him he was going to be a father he was looking forward to it.. we were going out to celebrate..it was raining..it was my kind of weather.. he didn't see her coming.. she came out of nowhere we had to avoid her. i blanked out and next thing i see was Vito's bloody corpse.. his eyes blank... lifeless.. after that what happened i still can't remember.. i lost the baby.. she kept following me around ..i tried to run away but wherever i went she was there.. right now she's standing behind me looking at the Doctor i wish i could run away but i know she will be there..
Doctor Bronson was one of the best there was, he had come across many patients, having various degrees of disorders. When Diane Salazar came in to the Facility he was fascinated by her case her claim that some girl followed her around. Diane had lost her husband and her baby in a accident.. after two suicide attempts she was bought to this facility where her family requested him. he spent 1 week trying to understand her she seemed normal as normal as a person can be but sometimes he could see her getting disturbed, she would go blank sometimes.. she was calm a bit too calm so far he was confused she kept mentioning the Girl..He didn't believe in Ghosts he never will.. it was a case of delusions and hallucinations that's what this is but for the first time in his life he couldn't be sure.. It was last week when he passed by her room and heard the noise.. a wailing of some sort which was impossible. Ms Salazar had lost her voice.. he wondered who could it be.. he saw her standing in front of the mirror and the mirror showed a reflection of a pale blonde girl.with deep eyes, he didn't know what to make it..all he knew he had to stay away from Ms Salazar..