When I Fall

 

Where I fall is broken

Every road I know

immigrated

Where I land is safe

I swear.

 

Don’t wanna ask

I know questions give away

What I wish to disguise

When I was wrong I

Admit

Apology and then I walk away

With my dignity

 (cosmic colours crashing on me

Direct aurora I left,

Wishing for north, please mother,

To go back

isn’t it harder to not crash)

Why do we all have to sit and then fall

When I know that I am alright

I know I am better than that

It’s what we create

When I ask I know

It’s all I pretended to hide

I know

You’ll know

That I’ve hungry eyes

Searching for the light

My longing levitates these things

(I stare at the mirror and see

Anyone but myself

Don’t ask me to explain

In and out of this pain

Isn’t it harder to not crash)

 

Back then we could all pretend

Playing hopscotch like it was the end

Then we grew and then our lies

Extend and suddenly

(purples tart

Licking me on the wheel

I don’t know what I did with it

All the waiting

I only want what is mine

Cosmically pushing me to

Crash into some other thing)

I don’t want to ask questions

I know the questions will give away

This turning

All the waiting is it desiring it too much

Wait inside

Stake it here with my premonition

My sanity is in your hands

I know

I extend and I recoil

In and out of this

Isn’t it harder to not crash

Anymore

Isn’t it?

Author's Note

Listen:
http://www.myspace.com/anaisbelieve/music/songs/when-i-fall-24833533