The Alozie Effect

The first arousal of a potential mate.

The radiation of your vibrations is penetrating my bodily sensations.

Since we first met at the station and we got out the car and you just kissed me, it was so blatant

the effect helping me gain this emancipation from the one my heart was tied to,

made the abomination of accelerating anything sexual with you almost second nature.

Just infatuation? Desperation?

Some kind of explanation for how you could care for me when my life is so volatile and in translation.

 

To say I’m feeling you is an understatement.

Is it a mistake to say, you could love me too?

Too soon?

Going through these debates and frustrations in my head, hesitating if and when I should call you.

When I’m feeling blue you offer me yellow and if I could give the same to you,

could we grow in this green?

Slow me down if moving this fast is obscene.

Time will teach me our truth and I will always see myself as a queen,

one day you a king?

Gallant enough to offer your genes into my uterus,

and when the time comes to have another prince or princess, you not disagree?

 

Apart of me just wants to drown in it.

And another part just want to swim to the opposite end of the earth just to prove I could be strong enough alone.

But then I look at a photo on my phone and see the tone of your melanin and the shape of your jawbone, then we speak and the tone of your voice and your words melt me and in my smile I can feel it, I’m too far gone.

Fertile and full, a hormonal jewel…

bursting at the seams, open, anticipating, ready, already

…overblown.

Potent, infectious, attractive,

cognition deflected, connection affective…

to look at it with introspection, in retrospect,

it must be,

the Alozie effect.

Reviews

[1]

SO much damn passion in this piece!! A standing ovation for sure! Your word play is magnificent, bravo, bravo!! "When I’m feeling blue you offer me yellow and if I could give the same to you,
could we grow in this green?
Slow me down if moving this fast is obscene."

[Ana R]

Bless you, one of my more recent works. Feedback appreciated.