Open secret

I thought this feeling of dependency was gone.

I am hiding behind, ignoring your presence.

Until that day, all of a sudden,

I see myself wanting to see you often.

What the hell is going on?

Am I being dramatic?

Or, just having a rebellious attitude.

Nah, I know this isn't right.

What am I going to do now?

My heart is blank as it is looking for a reason to smile.

I thought the desire to see you faded away.

But, it keeps on going back, and I don't know why.