Tug of war

You are ready to heal from the scar of the past.
Everything around you is changing before you fully embrace the present moment. 

You are about to take your first step and yet another adjustment is happening. 

Day after day, you constantly rush and push beyond your limits until you get exhausted.

I know it's certainly confusing. 

You feel like you are playing tug of war. 

Remind yourself that you can't control something that was never yours to control.
Sometimes all it takes for you to do is to finally decide how much you want and 

how farther you can go to be you again.