Nothingness

It's so overwhelming these days.
It scares me to feel nothing and to let things be. 

I enjoy being careless about those things that really mattered to me before. 

I'm not interested in anything anymore.
I'm in my empty version of myself.
I love living in it. It just terrifies me to feel nothingness. 

Maybe, because on the other side of my head, I know for sure. 

There's another way to escape from this prison.
That, I don't know.