stronger mixed feelings

A Poem by Amy

A girl who is helpless about her emotions expresses her feelings...

I do not whether to say i am happy or sad?
Because the feelings are getting worse
He loves me dearly
But i love another one tenderly
My heart aches terribly
Yet the one that has my heart would not utter a word
How disturbing this has become
I keep tossing and turning
Praying and yearning
Sighing and crying
Right here on my very bed
Just waiting for that word
The other cant wait forever
Because he is human
And his feelings get hurt too
I indeed do not know if words can express my emotions
My heart is in total turmoil
Does love hurt at all?
To love one
And yet another
It sometimes makes me wonder
For the feelings are lingering longer
Looking like they might stay forever
Now at a crossroad
Full of sorrow
Waiting for tomorrow
Full of hope for glory
There were just mixed feelings at first
Now, the mixed feelings
Just got stronger.....