F**k you, I'm drunk

I was bored... it's 4 a.m. and I'm f*****g bored. and I hate my life. UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I need to get the f**k out of here!!!!!!

Here is my attempt

at writing something new.

Not what you expected?

Too bad... so sad...

I bet you think it's bad.

I'm drunk though, so I don't really care

what the f**k you say or think.

I'm writing this for personal gain...

so relax and have yourself a drink.

I tend to write

meaningless things that only

a wise man can see...

right through my pointless words

to the core, and the heart of me.

I mean, that's what it's all about...

don't you agree?

Writing about what's in your mind...

"about MY life, MY feelings,

about ME."

Maybe this is my cry for help,

my hidden reverie...

maybe I'm asking for someone to love,

someone to love me...

Maybe I'm asking for an escape...

maybe I can't spread my wings.

Maybe I'm stuck in this tiny cage...

maybe I love the sting.

to live and to love and to laugh...

that's what life is about...

right?

or is it that stinging feeling

of sleeping alone at night?

Maybe it's the voices that

I can't block from my head.

Maybe it's the way I let myself

be stepped on..

tread on...

used and abused.

Lied to and I refuse

to let it go...

I love the burn.

It helps me know that I'm alive.

It is the only drive.

The only drive I have

to continue on this course

of self destruction and

pretty much

everything else from its source.

So f**k you I'm drunk and I don't care

what the f**k you think.

I'm going to wallow in my feelings,

and have another drink.

((and hopefully write something better... lol)

Author's Note

lol. I'm probably going to delete this when I am sober. Fuck you Bacardi Superior....

Reviews

[Aarontastic]

lol If you really wrote this while you were drunk, the I'm super impressed, because when I'm drunk, I can't rhyme for sh*t. I'm also super impressed because you reviewed your own poem XD THAT'S hardcore.

Anyway yeah, the poem....I liked it a lot actually--it's very raw and unaffected. Most things usually come out that way when you are drunk, which sort of explains why so many famous poets and writers got smashed all the time. I feel like you're getting past all the usual artistic pretenses and saying what you really feel at the moment. It's cool, so please don't delete it =p

[Aurora]

actually no. not f**k you. i love you actually.