Love Triangle

being with one person and falling for someone else

How can it be that I care so much for you

yet love someone else?

The thought of you alone makes my head spin.

But I am committed to someone else.

Someone so flawless, so perfect.

I have denied him for you.

I traded him for just one moment with you.

I disowned his very existance for yours.

I love so much about you,

I am inrigued by your ways.

My heart races when you touch me

And I dream of you day and night.

But is it not unfair to be so two faced?

I belong to one man so how is it I can be falling for you?

I am so confused and don't know what I want.

I feel as though I'm stuck in a moment that will not cease.

Being tugged and pulled by night and day.

My heart cannot be stretched for it has already been broken.

And now i cry tears of sorrow for my beloved,

And cry tears of joy for you.

I am torn by my lonliness, I want to be with you.

I miss HIM so much it hurts

but at times I miss YOU just as much.

I think about the possibilities of me and you,

But I look back and I see the history between me and him.

He was there when no one else was.

He listened to my stories and offered a shoulder to cry on.

He held me in the dark to comfort me.

He changed my world and gave me life.

I DO miss his touch and his smile,

But I miss you.

I fight a constant mind battle that i never seem to win.

Tell me love, what am I to do.

Tell me you want me, tell me you care

Author's Note

The high school love triangle hahaha. written as a sophomore

Reviews

[steph]

I could say, been there done that but it would be a lie.... I never had a high school sweetheart, and This poem is very well written, makes me experience something I wish I could have, going in my favorites

[David W Moore III]

A very solid portrayal of the angst one goes through in high school (a time in life that messes up more people than their parents!) I don't think I was ever in that place exactly, but you paint the picture quite well.

[littlelilypurplebride]

Never been in one before i didn't trust guys lol... but i do remember high school i really loved reading this. god bless lily

[D S Rollins]

Never been in one before, but reading this I was able to feel being torn in between two people. Ahhh... high school. I really liked reading this.