More Than Friends

Wanting to be more than friends

I don't know how to say the things

I really want to say/

I'm trying so hard to tell you

But the words just fade away.

 

There's so much I want to let you know

But I'm really not sure how.

Nothing seems appropriate for what I'm feeling now.

 

I'm so mixed up inside

I don't know what to do.

These feelings seem familiar

But yet they all seem new.

 

I've felt this happen times before

And I was so at ease.

So comfortable with myself

Though my goal was just to please.

 

I will admit I was in love

But I have found things new

I've found a different way of life,

And it all began with you.

 

My priorities weren't in order,

My life was all a mess.

I was not true to me,

This I must confess.

 

For the first time in a while,

You made me feel like me.

I had no one to impress,

I saw the person I could be.

 

I did not need to show you

The person I was not.

You accepted me for who I am,

The person I forgot.

 

You made me smile when you would smile,

I've had this feeling too.

But nothing that has felt like this,

You make me feel brand new.

 

I miss the way you'd listen

To what I had to say.

You were always close beside me,

And there in every way.

 

I miss the way you'd touch me

I felt the shivers down my spine.

I loved the thought of having you

And making you all mine.

 

I don't know if we're meant to be

But it's Gods' decision now.

My life is up to him

it'll work out somehow.

 

It doesn't matter if we're friends

Or a relationship made to last.

I've learned a lot from you,

That my past will say my past.

 

You've given me the courage

To keep on being me.

No matter who's around

or what i think they want to see.

 

I'm hoping with my final words,

The ones I tried so hard to say

That you mean so much to me

And I miss you every day.

 

Even though i cannot hear you,

I feel you all the time.

I just wish that you were here

So your hand could be in mine.

 

I'm sending you the hugs and kisses

I always seem to send

And thanking you for being there

For being my best friend.

Author's Note

I wrote this in high school so its a little juvenile. Needs some work and im not sure where to even start with this mess lol. Feel free to tear it apart. if i just need to discard it lol be honest. Just dont be hateful lol.

Reviews

[Chris38]

Don't even think of throwing it away. It doesn't amtter if it's not how you would write now, it is something that was a part of of your life. It is wonderful and it rhymes very well too which I used to do at one time as well.

[D S Rollins]

Do not throw it away! It's so sweet and captures the essence of wanting to be more than friends but can't. I personally think it's fine, minus the grammatical errors. It's a complete narrative and it expresses emotions vividly.

[Ashley Myers]

oh, and i know theres grammatical errors so dont mind them. ill fix them when i fix everything else