1A Chapter by Amy CowanI look through the keyhole of the old abandoned room. A
room which had been left empty and bare for centuries. It's the only
sight I've seen for the last five months. Five long, lonely months. Do you know
what it feels like to feel as if you are not wanted, as if you have nobody in
the world that cares about you? Well I do. I have felt as if I may rot away
into the cracks on the wall and never be seen again. All I have ever known is
gone. This is my home now, this cold, large room. The room has brick walls
which look as if they were cemented in place in the Victorian era. This place
is anything but welcoming. I don't get much food or liquids but I'm getting
used to it. The first month here was the worst. All I could do was sit here.
There is nothing to do apart from draw and paint. I found the paints under the
door where my food is normally passed through, it was as if a miracle had
occurred. My name is Jemma and I moved here after my mother's tragic death. It
was a death that broke my heart. There's a mysterious lady that owns the house.
I got told she was my gran. I wish I didn't have to come here, wherever here
is. I don't quite know where I am. I remember it to be a large stone building
with an empty garden and large window shutters that are never open. The
only other human I make contact with is the long term house keeper who delivers
my meals. She slips the food under the door quickly and makes a sharp
exit. The door is never open but the keyhole is big enough to see
through. The sight is not so glamorous, a large empty landing. It has little
light but more than my room, or should I say my prison. I like to sit and look
out the keyhole sometimes and hope to see or hear something but I never do. What
have I done to deserve this? I was a quiet girl and didn't annoy anybody.
Keeping to myself was what I was best at but now I don't want to keep to
myself, now I want friends and I want my mum. It is so frightening here, I
don't know anybody or anything. It's like being taken out of your life into
your nightmares. I keep telling myself to keep strong as my mother would
have wanted me to. The thing I miss the most is the sun, the beautiful sun.
When I was younger I used to try and paint the sun but I then realised the sun
is too bright to stare at. In here it is as if daylight is a world away. © 2013 Amy CowanReviews
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2 Reviews Added on November 6, 2013 Last Updated on November 6, 2013 AuthorAmy CowanUnited KingdomAboutI am a student and musician. I play violin, guitar and sing mostly. I love reading and writing. I really haven't wrote much lately but hopefully shall soon!! more..Writing
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