How to Get Too AttachedA Chapter by Abigail MuddimanTrust them. Everything they say, without Regard of their actual Intentions. Sing Their favorite songs out of habit And accidently start to like them, even though you Never meant them to become part of your life. Just look at them. Pick A favorite trait and romanticize it to the point it Kicks you in the throat Every single time you see them. Talk. Hang on to their every word, like what they say is Oxygen and you simply can’t breathe without it. Make them laugh. Argue. Swear he’s just a friend. Wager with friends Hoping for a better outcome than the one You know is inevitable. Dare to have hope. Open your mind to the Impossibility of a happy ending, Still praying and wishing That he’ll see you for you Instead of just some other girl. Let him in. Let yourself fall. Connect; Ask personal questions, Remember the answers and Erase your own in the process. Waste"spend"all your time on Him. He is the best thing to Ever happen to you and you would Never willingly let go. Insist on caring. Make him feel like the world evaporated, Nothing but you two are left. Only dream of his smile, The one where His tongue pokes out between his teeth; It’ll become habit for you too. Naivety is a Great tool for those idiots in love. Tell him you can make it On your own, when he was on his way out anyway. You know you’re lying, Only he doesn’t care enough to notice. Ultimately, you wonder if he ever did. © 2016 Abigail Muddiman |
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