What we had I thought was perfect, was special, different, and was mine. I gave you my trust, my love and most of all my heart. I put so many walls up to protect myself from people like you. I saw you, the way you looked at things, most things people would over see. I saw that sparkle in your eyes when you looked at me and immediately my walls went down, like I wasn't there anymore. I was damage from my past, hoping you were the special one who could fix me. You knew my secrets, my fears, what I loved, how I thought, most importantly you knew my weakness. You took that knowledge and used it to benefit you. I was so out of my mind that I didn't see it or nor did I care what you were doing. As long as I had you I was complete, happy, and my world was perfect. One day, I guess you got tired of being my everything and just left without a warning. My whole world was ripped out of me, everything I knew was gone with the wind. I spend months and months trying to get it back. It's one of those things when you lose it it's lost forever. I never found what I lost and I never will. Funny thing is I am more broken now than I was before I meant you.