Not Me

poem by KC writer Joni Wilson aka Amenimity

This isn’t me

It just can’t be

Crying alone and stumbling into walls

Look at that girl the dumbest of all

Maybe someday she’ll get a clue

No friends and no one knew

Just where to find her

This isn’t me

It just can’t be

Tying her wrists and killing her brain

Pretty ugly and all insane

Yeah maybe someday she’ll be cool

Maybe someday she’ll see the truth

No family to understand

No love to hold her hand

This isn’t me

It just can’t be

Her face has blemishes and her chest is small

Trying hard to be it all

Maybe someday she’ll see herself

Realize her position and her filth

When she died no one knew

Just where to find her

This isn’t me

It just can’t be