My life struggle has become an endless parade of loss and despair, my destiny never to be a life of joy. Apparent to be a pain riddled struggle...it is the inevitable. As I continue to strive and fight for the rewards and due contentment so rightfully deserved, I am again time after time, day after day held down by my never ending life struggles...the inevitable...Ironic those with so much heart and intent to live life in good will are those who suffer the most, never to reap all of life's pleasures. Those of us, those like me, doomed to suffer and carry all the pain of life's struggles...the inevitable.