Hope In Myself

I can't do this anymore, 

I truly can't

Everything I hope for, everything I want to be 

Every single one of my dreams turn to dust 

I want to be someone 

I want to be someone that I can look up to 

But I just can't 

Because no matter how hard I try I will never be enough 

Even if the people around me see someone who can be great 

What is the point if I can't find the strength to have faith in myself? 

Have faith in my abilities? 

It is hopeless 

I am hopeless.