A Letter to the First Boy to Break My Heart

I gave you too many chances,

Because your apologies were always genuine,

But you were too worried about your popularity to care about anyone else,

The worst part was,

Most of the time you knew what you were doing was wrong,

But you just never learned from your mistakes.

You said you cared about me,

You said you didn’t want to lose me,

But all you seemed to do was bring me down,

Just so your “friends” would put you up on a podium

And praise you for "scoring."

 

I can’t believe I said I loved you,

Because being constantly frustrated with someone’s disregard for everyone else

Is definitely not love.

You said you loved me,

But that obviously wasn’t true.

You loved my body,

You loved having a girlfriend,

You sure as hell never thought of me as a freaking person.

I was only an object to you,

Something you could use,

Something you could show off,

Something that could get you a fist bump from your fake a*s friends.

Well I’ll be damned if I let another immature boy like you

Ever treat me like all I am is a piece of a*s.

 

Eventually I became afraid of you

Because you had shown me that you were much stronger than I was

And that you rarely took no for an answer.

I was afraid of you even after I broke up with you,

Because I realized what could have happened to me,

If I had continued to be with you.

So imagine how I feel now having to see you every day at school,

When all I want to do is run as far away from you as possible.

Author's Note

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