Christmas

It is almost Christmas time

I look up at the sky 

Wishing you where here 

With me but you are spending 

Christmas

Christmas

In heaven it is your first

Christmas 

I just sit and think 

about if you where still here

what we will do if you 

where still here we will

go look at the Christmas light

together and you will come 

over to my house for Christmas dinner

 I now you are still here in spirit 

But I miss you everyday and just

Wish god give us more time together

But it has to be it way I just do not 

understand why it has to be it way

But I know god have plans for me

I might not understand right now 

But I will understand when the time 

Is right but right now I just have to have 

Faith in ours saver lord 

so merry Christmas and hope 

You have a wonderful first

Christmas 

In heaven I love you so

much and I know we will be 

Together aging someday and

Thank you for watching over me 

© Amanda Kay Hill

12/18/16