Here in this World

here in this world lies a lost soul
the soul of a young girl
trying to find her way
trying to break the cycle
of doom and dread
but here in this world this soul has failed
and come to see that she can not
change anything
doom and dread are meant to control her
optimism is her enemy and pessimism is her best friend
she can not deny any longer the fact
that she will never be happy
and that her life will never be what she wants it to be