Sorry

Just my feelings at this moment I know I shouldn't share this because I'm beating myself up in it but ya I always share my most personal poems so might as well.

Angry
Cold
Depressed
My mind is racing
I hate myself
I'm stupid
I'm sorry
I hate not being talked to
I hurt to feel...
God knows what
I hate myself
I'm so stupid
I don't even know anymore
I'm just so angry
At myself
At you
At life
I can't fix my mistake
I can't understand if your mad
Sad
Disappointed
I don't know anymore
Maybe it's in my head
I deserve the hate
The Icing out
But I don't deserve
Not knowing
I screwed up
I know that
But I'm only human
All humans make mistakes
We all only think about ourselves
I try not to
I hurt
You hurt
We all hurt
I'm sorry I didn't know
I don't know everything
I'm stupid
Emotional
And I can't seem to fix the hole I made
I hate drama
I'm sorry
I can't apologize
I have no excuse
I hate myself
I hate my issues
I hate that I'm too open
But mostly I'm sorry
For being the b***h that I am
I'll leave you alone if that's what you want
So goodbye I guess and sorry for everything

Author's Note

This has been edited because I was wrong about a lot of things.