The one I thought I loved

song I wrote that is a mix of all the songs i have ever wrote.

When I cry its for you the one I thought I Loved

But when I smile its for him the one who stands by my side

Now hes Gone, Gone for good and all I have left is you

But you don't even see me standing by your side

You don't Even Feel the pain of lose and suffering

Because I loved him even when I thought I loved you

Because he was there when I needed him 

But arn't here when I need you to help me get rid of my pain

You arn't here to say I love you 

No you are here to say I'm sorry but I feel your pain

No you don't even know how much pain You have put me through

 So you don't feel the pain I have for him 

The one who always was by my side

The one I loved Even When I thought I loved You

Author's Note

ignore the arn'ts I know its not a real word but its souds better that way