Living Day to Day

just another poem about my screwed up life....

My hand shake and my vision become blurred.

 I feel tired and weak, yet I cant stop.

 I drink until I am passed out or left feeling empty.

 I smoke to hide the pain

 I cut to release all my anger on myself

I hate because it make me feel better

 I cry because I feel broken

But in the end

I laugh and lie to myself

What else can I do?

Just live day-to-day

Hiding from the world and all the pain it causes

So much broken and taken away

I have learned the hard

That love can never last

And that we all are broken in the end

 

Author's Note

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Reviews

[A Red Red Rose 4 U Luv]

You should never lie to yourself... this is very good, though i can not agree with the ending, Love can last. It takes two to make it work, love is work, you have to keep going on and both have to want it. Everyone is broken in one way or another, but you can chose to lay there and stay broken or get up and put yourself back together... the only way to move on is to except the past for what it is and look to the future.