Here I Go

It's hard but decision is mine.

Forget metaphors I should for once be real
Without the translucent skin full throttle roadkill
Blame life, the lies, the surprise that it can never be
I can never get to see me higher than where paps is

Why all the broken mirrors I hate to see my reflection
Dad disappointed in me, he thought I was made of perfection
Somewhere somehow I me and perfect lost our connection
I thought I'd have it back but this is real no simulation

Razors, sharp needles, tight ropes no half riddles
I can go either way overdose on dope stuffed pillows
And maybe I may just do as I say after I let everyone know
How's that for style shone a lil light and then blow

And I think of a happy place every time my mind goes
Cold, in the wind I let the thoughts keep me warm
But the lilttle light is gone next storm I'll let go
My feelings can't hold I'll let go

Diana you never got to know me
U shouwed me the door before morning
U let Jim in before John in
Caused me pain no one could console me

This may be my last the countdown begins
Love and life lost maybe death wins
5th to 15th all the letters written as Aziz and Chris
To family & friends, I bid u farewell live in peace,

Peace

Reviews

[AmandaFuller]

Absolutely beautiful. I love the ending where you say peace.

[Aziz Luther]

Thanks. Reading this back after some time I see how dark my approach was.

[AmandaFuller]

You're very welcome.