one sided love.

i needed to get something out or i'd lose it.

have i lost again ? wasn't one time of despair enough ? and just by seeing those comments, my heart shattered.

i had taken pride with my step knowing i collected as much of myself as i could JUST for you to see that i'm actually something and not just a shell. but you never even looked at me.

i can't let go of you, even though we were never anything. my heart just doesn't allow it. i'd walk through fire for you but does that even catch your attention ?

what i once thought was myself is now gone. this unspoken love will turn to grief, of something i held close but never materialised. a grief of what could've been.

days, weeks, months will go by, so please go by too. i don't know how long i can bare just having you in my head. and even if this doesn't get reciprocated, i love you cherry, i really do, and i always will.