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-BeautifullyEmo
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My name is Anna, you could say I'm a loser and you'd
probably be correct. Ever since moving here in 6th grade the title loser,
ugly,nerd, b$&@$, and a whole bunch of other bad names people have labeled
me. I for one didn't see what was so bad about me. I wasn't the most
fahonable in school or the prettiest but I always thought I wasn't that ugly. I
had long blond hair that came to my lower back I was about 5'5 pretty short, and
I was also a little emo but not that emo. Oh and did I mention that I'm a
......werewolf.
I wore a baggy black mitalica shirt and black tights
paired with a pair of converse sneakers my hair also fell in two messy braids. I
wasn't the most fashionable person ever and I didn't care I dressed for comfort/
or some people would call it emo or a gothic look but hey i liked it. Closing my
bedroom door I headed down stairs wrapping my backpack over my shoulder, heading
to the door a loud noise came from the bedroom behind me. Stopping in my path I
turned to see what the noise originated from. Coming to the bedroom door I
slowly knocked. " Jeremy are you OK?" I asked.
"F-off," he quickly
yelled out to me. I quickly backed from the door, knowing from past experiences
of to bug him hen he was in this mood.
I made my way back to the
door and quickly started making my way to school.
Oh great,another
year of school with people who hated my guts, who bullied me for no reason
I thought to myself. After putting my headphones into my ears I turned on my
iPod, walking into the front door I walked to my laker I shoved my backpack in
then grabbed my binder.
Head down I started walking making sure not to
be noticed by anyone. Finding a seat in the front of the room I started
sketching in my book. Once the bell rung everyone else started to pile into the
class room. Skoping out who was in my class this year I didn't waist any time
seeing that almost half of the people had once bullied me.
F*****g
great I thought to myself. I had once hoped that this year my first year of
high school would actually be a little better than my years before hand. And oh
man was I wrong.
Coming back to reality I had just noticed the most
amazing sent I had ever smelt. It was a cross between chocolate and
strawberries(oohh chocolate strawberries yum XD) shifting my head to the
direction of the smell I laid my eyes on the hottest guy I've ever seen in my in
my intire life.
He had shortih black hair that was sexily messed up. He
had a black t-shirt paired with a leather jacket. I could faintly see the 6 pack
that was underneath also paired with a pair of black jeans and com-bate boots.
Taking in a short gasp of air i started to shake. My wolf inside had started to
grow restless, trying to push her more down so i could regain my composure
hadn't worked i could already feel her trying to gain control. closing my eyes i
took more breaths and finally gained control of my self. turning my head back to
the guy in the back of the room i could see he had already star to talk to
Hannah meson, or how i liked to call her the school s**t/ most popular girl in
school.
Rage started to build up in my chest my wold didn't like her
talking to the beautiful boy in black. But i had started to wonder why? Why do i
care who he talks to? Turning my head back to the front of the room i stared
back at my paper. tuning my hearing to Hannah's conversation i could perfectly
hear what see was talking about.
"sooooo, your new here aren't you
cutey", she said in a high sexy voice. Her comment wanting me too go rip her
head off right there. Stiffining in my chair i waited to hear his responds.
Waiting awhile he finally spoke up.
"Whatever your selling I'm not
buying,' he said, oh god did he have the deepest,huskiest and sexiest voice Ive
ever heard. he then stood to sit in another chair away from Hannah. While moving
i could barely hear him whisper s**t while he passed her. Looking back again i
saw shock in her eyes, then a large gas come everyone else in the room. My gaze
fell, wow he just rejected the most pretty girl school even if she was a s**t
everyone liked her.
"Who do you think you are." she yelled from across
the room. I could tell she was shaking from anger trying to gain control of her
wolf. oh ya didn't i mention she was the alphas daughter, and this was the packs
school, pretty much this whole town was made just for the pack. He just shrugged
and turned to the front of the room.
This whole time i hadn't paid
attention to the burning feeling in my chest, and the screaming of my wolf.
Struggling i stiffened more in my seat. Feeling a pair of eyes on me a shifted
to look up. Oh god his eyes we beautiful, the were bright green with hints of
gold and brown mixed in. Staring at him more i saw his eyes widen. not being
able to silence my wolf any longer i heard her scream the one word i never
thought i would hear in my life. MATE.
MATE
All that could go through my head was that one and only
word. But how could i have a mate?? the weird, ugly, loser who nobody liked. how
could i possibly have a mate that was soo handsom, so jaw dropping. And how
could i bair to be rejected, by the person i am already feeling so strongly
for?
"GO TALK TO HIM," my wolf screamed
out to me.
"I can't," i thought back to her.
Srinking back into my chair, trying to make myself as little as possible.
Tearing my gaze from his beautiful eyes my gaze landing at the front of the
classroom once agian. The pressure in my chest had begun to grow as a million
questions filled my mind. What if
he rejected me? what if he though I w-was ugly or fat or just plainly not good
enough for him?
The pressure was now growing
out of control the pressure deep in my chest had moved through out my body, i
now felt that i would be ripped apart from the inside out.
God I can't do this anymore I
screamed to myself.
I cant take the chance of him rejecting
me, i can't have anymore pain enter my life. I just can't. Burying my face deep
into my hands i felt the tears begin to fall. The emotions i had been keeping
inside and now hit me like a full forse hurricane. Rising quickly from my seat i
ran out of the room, leaving a class full of gasps and a silent mate behind
me.
Trying to run fast than i already
was, trying to make the gap between us greater, I failed only making it out the
schools front doors before my knees gave out. As tears started to flow again I
hid my face in my hands, my whole body now shaking from fear. The pressure was
finally releaved from my body,and now i couldn't keep out my wolves screams.
"You idiot, that
is OUR MATE, I demand you go run back in there and stop being such a
baby!" she screamed, here voice ringing in my ears.
"I-i
can't," I stuttered back to her, my voice barly comming up to a whisper.
Hearing a deep breath in my head her sreaming stopped and in a calming voice she
spoke again to me.
"We have to go
back Anna, hes are mate the person who was born to be our other half. The person
who is supposed to comfort, protect, and love us with all there heart. The
person we were ment to spend forever with, to grow old with, to have a family
with. tso make us happer than weve ever been, to final have someone to stop all
this pain you feel inside. Don't you wan't that? Want to feel what its like to
be loved, loved for the first time in our lives?"
Did I? I questioned myself.
Oh ofcorse i did, I had been hurt so many times before. All i wanted, all i've
dreamed about was to be loved, loved by just one person.
"What if he rejects us?" i asked my
wolf as i started to raise myself from my knees.
Silence hung in the air, acouple minitues passed before she
answered.
"He won't Anna, I just
know it," she stated. i could almost feel how sure she felt of the
words she had spoken. Faith my wolf had never steared me wrong, she had been
with me since birth and i trusted every word she said.(But oh how she could be
difficult XDXD)
After afew more seconds
standing there i heard a chime of the school bell. Walking to my locker I
started pulling out my book for my next class. Starting to close the locker
door. I felt a warm hand on laying my sholder. I instantly felt an electric
firework explode from the spot where the hand was, the sprk traveled from that
spot and ratiated to every point of my body.Shaking were I stood I couldn't help
but know exactly who stood behind me.Turning my face to my mate behind me i got
another waft of hes amazing sent. Oh what that sent did to me, it was the most
pleasuring sent i had evey smelt. Lifting my head we made eye contact, his
green eyes seemed to gleem with worrie, confusion,and mabye a hint of
love.(AWWWWW HAD FUN WRITING THIS PART) Pushing him self closer to me I heard
him take in a deep breath. He stood there awhile taking in my sent. Leaning in
closer his lips just inches away from mine, he took in another deep breath and
spoke the one word i that would change both of our worlds forever. "MATE!"