October 29th

My life isnt bad aside from the fact that my girlfriend might be moving out of state. 

But i need something

something in the form of mind altering substances.

I want to feel the high

i want to just not me sober anymore.

Don’t ask me why I don’t know. But its an aching pain that I need drugs.

Probably just me relapsing again

I want something more then pills though.

Stronger than weed.

something to make my mind change.

Something to make me get lost.

Please help me..