October 25th

My life has gotten so strange.

I have a wonderful girlfriend and amazing friends but there seems to be somthing missing. I need something to lift my spirit up. A more powerful thing. 

What is it?

What is the underlying cause? 

teen angst?

withdraws?

who f*****g knows. 

I cant deal with all the f*****g madness.

I need to lift my spirits with the help of a few substances. 

Maybe I should try something new.

But maybe that will lead to worse.

A life of drugs, love, and self peace is all I need.

Reviews

[Whitney Kleinhuizen]

A very needing and lost piece of writing. Totally relatable for myself.