September 6th

I'm sorry its so short.

Pretty damn sure my plans fell through for tomorrow. 

I waited and hoped and even f*****g prayed (i dont do that) 

but nope. guess ill try to convince her tomorrow. 

Why am I always so alone?

I want to cry.

coming down off aderall + rejection for plans = not a good mix.

Lets hope I am persuasive

enough to break the barrier.

enough to convince her.

All I can do is hope..