September 4th

Ah a public journal.

a way to get my thoughts out in the open

to let people see my life

well what I want them to see

My life might be interesting to some and not so much to others

Guess youll just have to read to find out

During the hell I call school, I managed to not stay awake for most of my classes

woops

After 4 panic attacks last night it wears you out.

That and my mind was racing 

Thinking

hoping

knowing

I will get her.

she will be mine

I will do anything to get her 

Maybe I'm to obvious

Or not quite obvious enough

                                                                                                      

My life is a roller coaster. 

If im sober im down 

if im high im up

my life is meant for love and trips

you know the ones where everything is happy and funny and just wonderful?

why can't that be me everyday?

I'm just a hopeless teen.

Or maybe I jsut trust the wrong people

maybe thats exactly what I like to do.

makes everything more interesting doesnt it?

Reviews

[Pax]

aha! this is a very good read..
"During the hell I call school"
~clever way to name it..
"My life is a roller coaster."
~mine too..
If im sober im down
if im high im up
~i kinda know that feeling...
a great read, enjoyable in a sad tone..

[ArnoldCawfield]

I love how introspective this story was. The feelings were simple yet profound. Keep writing=)

[Ufi Auttorri ~ Amy C. T..]

This is going to be good read. I hope good things for you but know that it's some of the issues that you describe, no matter if real or imagined, that make you who you are; that give you that tortured appeal that is oh-so-succulent. I wonder how you will describe this you, this lovers feast waiting to happen? You have your fresh start. What will you do with it? Does it mirror your life or merely your imagination? ...a little of both perhaps? We, your readers, await your next breath.