Limbo

Laying in limbo,

Now where do I go?

Boots on my feet,

Salt on my hands,

Desperately contemplating,

Does the light shine from above?

Or from below?

I just don't know.

I just don't know.

Emptiness has sunk on in.

Oh how the numbness has crept.

My heartbeat sounds fast from the constant tugging,

Of paths I do not know yet.

Of things I do not know.

Your hands they reach to pull me back.

I see the hurt in your eyes.

Feel the anger burn through your veins.

A mixture of desperate love and complete loathing fill your being.

And how to rid of it...

I just don't know.

And will it ever really go?

...and inside of me are things I can't rid of too.

Old hurts, old feelings pierce right through.

My happiness is vibrant, 

But this doubt is rooted too deep.

And why I can't just let go,

I just don't know.

I just don't know.