Prologue

Our world is made up of a bunch of heart breaking cowards and back stabbing ex-bestfriends. Our society has a problem with classifications and expectations of what were supposed to accomplish in life and who were supposed to be. Were supposed to marry the person with our best interests at heart and not go with the person we actually love. Were supposed to work a boring desk job where we type invoices into the computer all day or as a nurse and check the heart rates of people who have so much more to live for. See thats the problem, only cowards who want nothing more than expectancy believe this, and since I'm the one informing you of this problem; I might as well be a coward myself. At least I'm not denying my mistakes from the past, or the mistakes I'm bound to make in the future. I will admit I am as cowardice as any of you, I just realize that I am. Its not like I'm hiding anything, I'm a open book for the entire world to see, but unfortunately many of you decide you want to judge this book by its cover and decide it would be useless to read something as ugly as this. So once I came to this realization, the realization that I may not be hiding my secrets; but even if i wore them right there on my sleeve nobody would ever find them anyways; I have become what the rest of you are afraid to be, I have become so unbearably free my very existence is an act of rebellion. Consider this the guide to your life. Unless you decided to judge even this book by its cover.. In that case I hope you live a boring life cooped up as a housewife with three sons who play soccer and a daughter that dances. I wish you solitude with your tan minivan and the insufficient funds to buy anything of great importance. I wish you the best life until death claims you for its own, until then my postcards from exotic locations will keep coming, until I die some tragic fate from falling off a cliff I was climbing or something completely idiotic of me to do, but I did it anyways.

Author's Note

It would mean a lot if somebody would read this. Thank you

Reviews

[Relinqua]

Wow!!! This means a lot to me as a writer and a reader (well a self proclaimed one). Very personal and that just gives us honesty, absolutely amazing as it's very confrontational to many of us and for doing that bravo. It's really intriguing and having the courage and confidence to write this, I applaud you. Looking forward to hearing from you soon:)