Mother

     I hate her. She rages when I'm not studying. She commands me to pick up objects that fell on the ground. She complains when my cabinet has all the clothes rumbled. When I did something wrong, her words made a thunderstorm that destroys my mind. I can't take it anymore. I want her to be gone. I lost my patience thanks to her, but there is something that bothers me. A strange emotion lurks on me. It kept haunting me every night. What would I feel if she will be gone for good?