Addicted

Doctor, write me a new prescription

I’m addicted to the previous

Too dependent on those visions

Just the thought alone makes my head spin

Pleasures the body

Tortures the mind

Don’t remind me

I don’t want to talk even if I have a lot to say

Lobotomize me if you f*****g need to

Because I fall into old ways with one word

I’m sick of it

Do what you need to

Please

I need all the help I can get

I need it

I really do