Repetition

She hides behind her screen

It brings her comfort

She writes because she fears no one wants to listen to her

She’s right

 

She is embarrassed by her tears

It shows her weakness

She doesn’t like crying because it reminds her of her past

She hates it

 

She hates her body

It’s disgusting

She finally began to feel comfortable with herself when he would touch her

She feels nothing anymore

 

She wants to feel loved

It’s always been a dream of hers

She reflects on everyone who has left her life and wonders why

She was never good enough for them