Listen to me

I'm tired of this

Some days fly by

Others feel like years

My impatience doesn’t help

Neither does the constant mix tape

Of memories you made for me in my mind

You said you didn’t want to end up like your parents

You sure said a lot of things

We both did

I thought this didn’t annoy me anymore

And I hate to say it does

Maybe closure would’ve helped me out

My parents still ask about you from time to time

I never know how to respond

They’ve never asked about anyone before

 

I’m tired of inaudible conversations

But I’m too afraid that I’ll hear

Something I don’t want to accept