The love twine 5

the love twine    5

 

alley.. yes? I have to go!!  What? Yes , remember I have a practice tomorrow.. oh yes.. foregot im sorry.. no its fine. �"he looks at me- don’t be flushed out cause I don’t love u.. you just have to wait for the perfect moment. But it could be years entill…. You  … love …me…., yes but just wait. I can’t wait… , well if you never wait you will never see. But that’s not right. Life is not right.

 

You are right! I don’t have to love you at all! I need space between us! Alley! Please don’t do this! It’s the only thing I can do to figure out how I feel about you and you feel about me”. But how am I going to reach you! I’ll find you one day…. Or some year. I can’t wait a year”. �"giggles- I can’t either. �"he smiles- see…. We are ment for each other. But I want to wait for the perfect moment to tell you I love you. You don’t have to wait for a perfect moment, only if you are ready to tell me you love me. �"starts walking away- alley! YA? I do .., -smiles- Do what? I …, see you can’t even say it to me! �"runs to my house-

 

I didn’t want to see him or even speak to him. If he did really love me he could of told me from the heart. He tries calling me but I don’t answer. When I get home I lock the door behind me and run upstairs and trips down.

 

I was in so much pain. I heard knocking on the door but all I wanted to do is be put in a closet for years without anyone seeing me. I knew I can’t be sad over a dumb idea so I decided to do my very best to not see him.

 

The next morning I went to a café, just sitting around reading. But there was this scent and this voice I could smell … very similar to who I knew it was. And out of the blue that person was sitting right next to me.

 

I didn’t say anything, and that person probably didn’t want to say anything to me by the way I treated them. How would I know… I mean its daminen …