PROLOGUE
Raindrops
I stared on the car window as the raindrops roll slowly. It hadn’t
rained much; the truth is, I don’t remember encountering it for the past few
months. Or maybe I did; I just didn’t mind how mesmerizing rain can be. I
rested my gaze on the glimmering drops of rain for a moment until my iPod
shuffled to another song. It shuffled to Next
to You by Jordin Sparks; just the perfect song for this moment.
I looked down to my fractured arm, caused of the fire. I didn’t really
care about it, doesn’t feel anything. I just like staring on the words written
on the arm sling.
Live, love life to the fullest.
Never find love; it’s on its way.
I can’t help thinking of him, of course. He never really left my
mind"and heart. Maybe time was too fast. But who to blame? It’s my fault that I
wasted it anyway.
The car made a turn, and in just a few more seconds, we’ll be passing by
his school; by my school. In a few short weeks, it’ll be prom already. Too bad
I couldn’t be there. For all of the most special events in a teenager’s life,
it has to be the prom that I have to miss.
What are you complaining about?
You didn’t even plan to stay that long anyway. A voice muttered inside my
head. It was right, of course. I only wanted to stay for three days, in the
first place.
“Are you alright honey?” my mom asked.
“Yes,” I murmured my voice nearly audible.
“What happened to you? But more importantly, what happened between you
and Troy?” her voice was calm and soothing.
“It started with a compromise. The most unforgettable compromise you
could ever make.” I looked at her and smiled.