PREFACE

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Preface

 

     I SAW HIS FACE AGAIN. HE’S NOT LOOKING AT ME OR one glimpse, which is just what I want. I can’t believe of all the last seats it has to be beside him. Am I really cursed or it’s just my bad luck? I tried to look around for other seats but there are really no other available seats. I want to switch seats with Nate but he’s asleep, and Shane as well.

     I sat quietly and hugged the pillow tightly. I can’t look at my right because I know I’ll see him so I decided to face Shane, but he’s really asleep.

     I close my eyes and buried my face to the pillow. I know I’m not completely asleep, but I can feel my head suddenly falling to someone’s chest. Who’s in my right again? I already know the answer to my own question.

     I felt the pillow away from me and suddenly my arms are beginning to move it, making a hold around him.

Why do I still feel this thing? I already broke up with him a month ago but why can’t I let my arms go from him, why can’t I let myself let go of him. It’s like my arms are meant to be attach to him.

     I’m sure I’m half asleep, though I can hear him murmuring, his arm still around me.

     I know I need to fight this now before I let myself fall again.

 

 

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But how come my mind doesn’t agree with my heart? He must be asleep now as well, since I can feel his head on mine. I tried to open my eyes again but still, I can’t.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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