I long......

He is gone now

He has left me here

I'm in a state

I've never known

Yet I am not sure

I want to return

But there is only one thing

I still believe in 

I still long for my past

For what is gone and lost

I long for my mother 

Now dead and deceased

I long for my father

Who reached for the stars

I long for my sister

 who feel under the wheel

I long for my brother 

who bite the bullet

And I long for my lover

Who future is lost

While I sit in this place

Content and alone