Troubled youth

It's too strong

This temptation growing strong inside my weak and darkened heart

I fought against it

buckled beneath the weight of it's enormity

I tried, you have to believe me

I succumbed but not on my own accord

I wouldn't fail you like that

You have to believe me

Just listen

I thought of you for... so... long

I needed you

I trusted you

I longed for you

I fought...for...you

It wasn't enough

You weren't enough

and now...