Its never easy!

When two people part ways because of time and situation, I believe that's how they feel.

It is never easy,
To let You go,
even after You vowed to come back.
It is never easy,
To forget Your voice for a while.
It is never easy!
Messing up my thoughts,
I ended being numb and devastated.
It is never easy.
I am mesmerized by You so much.
It is never easy,
To reverse the effect You left.
Intoxication of You being mine is never gone.
It is never easy,
To see my life empty.
It is never easy.
To imagine that You aren't there anymore.
Wondering You'll come back,makes me giddy.
It is never easy,
To collect myself after I broke down to pieces.
It is never easy,
To let go off the pain I felt.
A hue that raised from deep inside.
It is never easy,
To quite my heart that wept Your name.
It is never easy,
To find a way out of Your sandstorm.
Recalling who I am,I kept getting deep in You.
It is never easy,
Constructing myself without the soul.You!
It is never easy,
To neutralize things,I was felled like a tree is.
Mistaken they are,who say love is nothing.
It is never easy,
To prevent myself from loving You.
It is never easy,
To retaliate to Your words of that moment.
To make resistance to what I heard.
It is never easy!
To Your inside,I had made a path.
It is never easy,
Blowing out the candle of brightness.
It is never easy,
To save the lighting twig from going off.
For myself,I had to keep it enlightened.
It is never easy,
Saying goodbye.
It is never easy,
To believe that it was temporarily the last call.
To trust that it was for time being the last kiss.
It is never easy,
Coming out of Your awfully cute mischiefs.
It is never easy,
To cut myself from You.
To become nothing from everything.
It is never easy,
Living this worst era of life.
It is never easy,
To stop tears rolling down my cheeks.
To control the myocardial from bleeding out the loss.
It is never easy,
Pacifying myself as I tried.
It is never easy,
To get off the track You made.
To see a barrier being put on my way to You.
It is never easy,
Carving a second without You.
It is never easy,
To forget You!
For all what I have to my name is You.
It is never easy.

Author's Note

It is my first writing piece.
Comments and reviews are welcomed.