Him

I have seen him

many times through many glances

though I will always remember

when I saw, how I saw him

I knew before it started

I would fall

I knew before it started

It was forbidden

but I didn't care

when he looked at me I forgot how to breath

I forgot my pain, my hurt

It wasn't only touch

It was also mind

I talked, he listened

he talked, I listened

through shared laughs and moments

desire became more

than touch

than kiss

   I fell

when forbidden became found

I had no chance for goodbye

and with the absence of him

I felt the deep pain and hurt I had once forgotten

      - AM