I am nothing

a poem about my abuse

the thought of you scars my mind

the thought of you destroys my soul

the thought of you reminds me that I am nothing.

that I am weak, powerless, and small.

I do not get to say no 

not to you

that is not allowed.

I cannot tell

or I will get in trouble.

and I just want to be a good girl.

but I want it to stop I want it to stop

someone please make it stop

it hurts oh god it hurts 

please make it go away 

but thats the thing

even after it stops it doesn't go away

you don't go away

you're always there 

in the

morning

day

night

in my sleep

I am destroyed .

I am nothing.

I am worthless.

all the while you sleep just fine.

Reviews

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Sighs:( a lot pain here. You are something so don't say that. I swear every time read things like this I just sit and wonder and have many questions but I still don't understand why monsters are in the world.