Infatuation

You are the oxygen 

In the air I breathe, 

But yet I asphyxiate

In your presence...

Like poison in my veins

I burn to the sight 

Of your face

Because I know 

That I can never have you

Or maybe I'm jumping to conclusions too soon

I envy you, 

You and your perfect life,

Smiling so easily

While I drown in an endless sea of pain... 

Of course, why won't you smile? You don't know anything. 

Would it make a difference, 

If you knew? 

Would you give that girl up? 

Would you give up your infatuation for mine? 

Perhaps I'll never be her, 

I can't change the way I look, 

I can't mimic her smile, 

But I can love you... I can give you all the love in the world.

Isn't that enough? Won't you acknowledge me for that? 

Author's Note

I'm just lost.

Reviews

[Arsh]

My fav. lines:

"You are the oxygen
In the air I breathe... "

So Romantic! I`m sure, you write with all of your heart.. don`t ya? Sounds very intriguing! Even your heart`s enough to blow the winds to.. any way. So, of course, I enjoy blowing along your words. Some kinda mixture of pain, emotions and heartaches`s too found in your poetry. Yeah, loving someone with all of the depth of heart`s enough, but making someone realize that how much love someone`s very hard cause... sometimes, the voices of heart can`t be heard to.. someone. Very nice imagery!

[Alexandra]

Thank you so much for the review :D and yes, it's like I always say my feelings are all conveyed in the for of poetry. If anyone wants an explanation I send them my poems because there's really no other way I can describe it. And we'll a lot has happened since I wrote this. And I've been heart broken ever since. Happy new year and the k you for the amazing review :D

[Arsh]

A pleasure to blow the winds of joy your way makin` your bare feet tickling through the revolution of my words. Well, everybody`s been heart-broken ever since the day his heart got lost into the mazes of empathy brought by 'infatuation' so, of course, i`d like to appreciate whatever you pen on. After all, it`s all came through the beauty of your heart... so, just a pleasure to read what you wave with an ink of innovation.

[Arsh]

Ps. Happy~~New~~Year to you too, beautiful! May 2015 bring you a leaf of happiness to your beautiful cold feet so as you could keep even the whole world on beneath the pleasure of your heart!

[Alexandra]

You're too sweet :D thank you

[Arsh]

But.. not more than you.

[Alexandra]

Hehehe :D :D :D

[ron]

I know it hurts when the one you love is with another. I know it sounds cliche but the one you were ment to be with will come into your life when you least expect it.

[Alexandra]

I know it's hard. The thing is, he was the last person I'd fall for. I was depressed about a lot of things and he was like the one who was always there for me. And that girl.... he just really likes her.

[ron]

I understand. Big hugs...

[Justin]

You don't need to be like her. He is a fool for letting you go!

[Alexandra]

He never left me lol. He's my best friend and he doesn't know that I like him...

[Bri 810]

I like it! Very intense and relate-able. :)

[Alexandra]

Thanks! :)