Tears

Here we go again,

 A feeling all too familiar,

 when you've become a memory,

 after being my lover for months, 

You've left me shattered and broken, 

left me to fend for myself, 

left me for dead, 

you begging me not to leave you, 

only for you to do what you were scared of me doing to you,

but here I sit, 

a million tears,

and a thousand unspoken words, 

my thoughts overwhelm me, 

As I attempt to find ways to distract myself,

from the memory of you,

you're everywhere in my house, 

and I can't shake the memories we made, 

our first drunken night together, 

you dropping me in my floor of the bedroom,

waking up next to you and cuddling you at night,

so many good memories that haunt me, 

everywhere I turn, 

I dont understand where i went wrong,

i hope one day you realize what you gave up, 

but it might be to late by then,

and itll be you with the 1 million tears,

and a thousand unspoken words, 

you will always hold a place in my heart, my special girl <3