God love me now

That is an old poem Written by Aldo Kraas

God love me now

Because I am your son

And all that I need is your love

I feel that I don't receive enough love from you God

God, I don't hate you God

I love you very much

I never committed any crimes anymore

I did committed crimes in the past

But the past I can't change

The past is over and done with

In the past, I had spent 48 hours in a cold cell

Without any sleep

It was horrible

There was no pillow in the bed

I had worn my jail uniform

I had a shower in the morning

Everyday

For breakfast, I had coffee, cereal, and toast

I stayed quiet for 48 hours

The inmates made too much noise

It drove me crazy

They woke me up in jail

Gave me breakfast

And them they took me to court

When it was over I went back to jail

God, you see that was the worst thing that happened in my life

But after that I had changed

I never went back to jail again

I had learned my lesson

But today I am a different man

I still have depression

And in the winter, I have the winter blues

God please understand that I am not perfect

I get mad easily

I am trying to control my temper

God, I don't have much patience

I sometimes lose my patience

I sometimes get mad with myself