Want it so bad

Feel like there is something that im missing

Im so hopless in despair

Waiting on something that will happen is so hard

Im only human and im impatient

So i keep breaking down

I know its for my own good

But i can help but feel like im loosing time

I wanna be something that im not yet

And i trust in you so i shouldnt be worried

But i want it now and i dont wanna stay any longer

I know its forthe better

I know your making me stronger

But I want it so bad

And I cant really help it

Because its all i ever wanted

This wait is driving me insane

I dont wanna keep blaming my failures on others

But Im just so frustrated

I know i can choose to be happy

But i want it all

Im greedy i know

And i cant help it

I write this for you

I know you've given me a lot

But my heart is happy when i know what im going to be

It skips a beat and makes me smile

I will keep praying

I wont give up

Beacuse thats what you taught me

So im impatiently waitng

Trying to be better

And I will keep waiting

Because thats what i was meant to be

And I just cant help but want it

I want it so bad

Author's Note

This is a message to you :)

Reviews

[EvilAngel]

I can't seem to figure out what you want so bad. You should fill me in. Great poem. It's actually very encouraging and motivational for me, so thank you;)