Call Of My Heart

This one here is again one of my best ones...This poem is about people who are "friends" and suddenly a breeze of complications surround them...some don't show and some go with the flow...

My heart calls out to me......

Shouting and telling me the things i am used to be.....

It says.....

I admit I made a mistake....

overstepping some boundaries,which made me look fake....

I always said I would never do the things I did...

and that is the reason it is so hard for you to forgive...

its been so long,so many times we said we would try.....

only to turn around,and make each other cry......

remember how it was when we first started out.....

so much alike,we shared every thought we brought about...

I fell so fast, maybe fell in love too soon....

made a huge decision,that now I cant undo....

I admit my mistakes,but can u admit yours....

I have paid for what i have done,as you have paid for yours...

so why is it like this,we cant even talk....

you say u love me,and say that u care....

all the while,my love for you is still there.....

i never meant to hurt you...never wanted to cause you any pain...

since you changed me,my life hasn't been the same..

I owe so much, i have so much to prove to you...

so I will end this with the hardest thing that i can do....

I promise to be just a friend,always for you....

because u are far more valuable to me,than any relation has to do....

and i can do anything for your happiness...because it means the most to me...!!!

so here i promise to never repeat the mistake i happened to be..

and i promise to be the kind of friend,u always wanted...

a friend u aren't ashamed of...

a friend u always dreamed of....

a friend whom u won't ever consider as your mistake...

a friend whose always ready to make..

i am ready  to ignore my mistake...

 but i can't remove it from my mind and fake...

 i am hurt, and not ready to booze...

and i promise i can't love more,because I don't have another heart to loose...

but don't feel guilty,because it not your mistake...

because it was i who overstepped some boundaries,which made me look fake...

never will u feel ashamed of me...

and i promise to be the kind of friend,u always wanted me to be.....

u always wanted me to be....

u always wanted me to be....u always wanted me to be.....!!!!!! 

Author's Note

I am not asking you to review it for the writing, there are spelling mistakes which i may have ignored while feeling the importance that this piece of writing has in my life