Care-d

I cared far too much for you..

I regret giving someone so much of me

and to be used even after,

made me feel like I wasn't worthy of another human with me.

I cared more than another female ever would

I shared my deepest thoughts

My greatest insecurities

My biggest fears

with you.

I shared my past regrets

my mistakes

my love

my life..

Even after, 

You took advantage..

I didn't realize

what I told you didn't matter to you

our relationship was based on you,

what you wanted, 

what you felt like would make me happy.

You stayed with me to please your sexual needs,

and boost my spirit..

He didn't realize what he was doing would ruin my energy in the long run.

Author's Note

Posting some past writing, any comments appreciated