Winter Snow

Heartbreak

I hate being alone at night. 

The silence of everything, it's all so still.

Every noise is amplified ten fold yet the pounding of my heart against my chest is quiet.

F*****g depressing staring at the ceiling thinking about life.

Like what if i never kissed my best friend in kindergarten? 

Would I even like girls now?

Or if I talked to my uncle on the phone one last time before he died in a car accident.

It's freezing balls in this room right now and snow continues to fall outside.

Fat flakes like in movies where the man grabs the woman and passionately kisses her.

Last time I saw snow fall like this you texted me saying you fucked some guy.

While I walked home in the falling snow and felt tears freeze on my face.

I f*****g hate winter.

Reviews

[AprilRN1210]

this felt real and powerfully moving.. mixes imagery and emotion with an intimate feeling raw honesty.. it has a gritty edge that slices with pain and angst... definitely gets the message across.. nice job.